谁能帮我翻译下这段英文呢谢谢`

1 I have missed the opportunity which originally should grasp, therefore I plan no longer face 2 obba, does not review the step which passes through with obba（韩语哥哥）. One day I will come back to obba（韩语哥哥） with all the glory and brilliance heart.
我错过了原本应当抓住的机会，所以我决定不再与哥哥见面，不再回顾与哥哥一起走过的路。总有一天我会再回到哥哥身边，那时候我将拥有所有的荣誉与聪明的心智。

2 If I come back late. I sneak into it so I don't wake anyone up.Any outside intervention will be effortless.I can out-stubborn any mule.Why don't u just dump me?Ya know,i'm starting 2 hate my guts.
如果我回家晚了，我就偷偷溜进屋，不吵醒任何人。任何外界的干涉都是没有用的。我比任何骡子都要倔。你们为什么不抛弃（或者是“甩了”）我？你知道吗，我开始讨厌自己没胆量了。

3 I really care what others say about me, so i always walks oneggshells.in other words, i like 2 display gallantry in front of my obba（韩语哥哥）
我真的很在乎没人怎么说我，所以我经常如履薄冰（原意是“踩在鸡蛋壳上”，walks on egg shells）。换种说法，我喜欢在哥哥面前展示我的男子气概。

4 In this sense,it's worth weeping even a single tear over my memory.
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